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My name is Michael, this is my really life stories, my heart has not be at peace since I got my wife pregnant before marrying her, these was how the whole thing started, I was 24 years old back then university,I’m from a poor family but not really that poor ,it always be my dream to go to university after my secondary school,but my father could not afford to send me to university,so I have to do any kind of job to make money and go to university,I was very handsome and ladies are always around me, buying things for I so to date them,some time I asked them for money after sexing them, with all that I was able to save some money,so I seek for admission , lucky for me,I got in to university , working and using ladies that are dieing for my handsomeness to survive,I became a play boy, before I got to 24 years of age, I have slept with lot of Young girls and ladies,I was 24 years when I met lady gold she is 47 years and a business married woman with three daughters as she told me, lady gold said she wants I to be her boy that she will give me anything I want as long as I can satisfy her, that I’m so handsome and she also want I to get her pregnant, I try to refuse but she ask for my account details and immediately send five hundred thousand in to my account,I agree and start sleeping with lady gold a woman old enough to be my mother, I never for one day regretted what I was doing with lady gold because she gives me every thing I ever want, but one thing can’t do is to have an affair with any other women, because lady gold said she will destroy any woman that want to share me with her, so I keep to that words of not dating any other lady, so in six months of dating lady gold she got pregnant and she told me about it, since lady gold told me about the pregnancy I start feeling regretful about everything, lady gold warned me not to tell anybody and she wants I to stop calling her , she send 5 million to my bank account, and ask me to leave the country to any country of my choice and she will help me to get the traveling document ready, so I agree and left the country to study and work abroad, even when in abroad studying and working, every thing I did with lady gold has been causing so much regret and pains in my heart, even knowing the fact that my blood is with another family, no matter how I try to forget everything and move on is still very hard for me, after four months of getting to abroad I met this lady in school from the same county were I came from,we both became friends and lovers studying different courses, I love her so much and the love I had for her made me tell to tell her some things about my past life, about the lady gold, but the truth is I don’t know anything about lady gold, even her real name or her husband name or were she came from, the only thing I know about her is she is married and has three daughters,so I and this lady graduate after five years abroad and decided to come to nigeria to me our different parents and talk about our marriage, as I and my fiance arrived in to our country we both first of all decides to see my parents first before hers, she and I stayed with my parents three days and I followed her to see her own parents, as we get in to her house her two younger sister came down with a little boy looking so handsome,and were so happy seeing their sister back home and my fiance introduce me to her sisters,so I ask my fiance who the little is,my fiance told me that is her little brother,that she was already out of the country before her mother gave birth him, that she is so happy to have a brother, as we were still talking her father came inside from outside, I greeted him, he welcome me and ask I sit back,so my fiance stood up to go inside,so I was about leaving when the mother of my fiance walk in,to my greatest surprise and shock is that the mother of my fiance is lady gold my past sugar mummy the same sugar mummy I got pregnant before leaving the country,lady gold herself pretend not to know me, she welcome me with smiles and in nice voice,I was so lost,I became so weak,I felt this heavy cold in my heart,as I left my fiance house driving home,lot of things were going through my mind,the little boy I saw in there that looks a bit like me,I was so convince that little boy is my son,so when I get home I went to my room and start crying, regretting about everything I did in the past with lady gold,so I thought of stop calling my fiance and I didn’t call for four days trying to avoid her, because I don’t know how to face her, and I don’t know how to tell her that the story I once told about a sugar mummy I dated in past is her mother,and her little brother is my son,is really hard for me,so one morning I was about to leave the house immediately my fiance walk in tears and in anger, shouting on me asking why I’m mine avoiding her, since after I left her house I changed automatically,I avoid her and don’t pick her calls or even call,she said should tell her what the matter is ,did her parents say anything bad to me,my fiance cry so heavy, the only thing I told her was I’m try to get something’s done, so I ask her for pardon, so then she stood up and told me that is pregnant but I have to pretend to be happy and cheer her up and told her we should start arranging for our marriage,so after my fiance left that morning I received a phone call from a lady, that lady gave me a location of a place she will like i to meet her , during evening I went to that place , who I saw was lady gold,, she ask me to sit down and did, so she ask I, how did I get to know her daughter and I told her how the whole thing happened, so she ask me how much do I need for her to give me to disappear from her daughter’s life, I get so angry and shouted so harsh on her and she ask me to calm down, that she can’t let a man she has tasted marry her daughter, how do I expect her to act in my presences when I marry her daughter and become her son in-law, not after everything we both has done in the past, please I should just end everything I have with her daughter, but I have to tell her that her daughter is pregnant for me, Lady gold cried and said that if I agree to break up with her daughter that she will convince her daughter to abort the child, I became so speechless, because I was so confused I don’t know what to do anymore, when I get home,I thought it will be better not to marry lady gold daughter, so I received a call again from my fiance father lady gold husband telling me to come over to the house, so I went there ,my fiance father said that his wife is against me marry their daughter and this made my fiance and her mother exchange word last night,that is when he get to know that his daughter is already pregnant for me,and he won’t want his daughter to give birth with our a husband that I most marry his daughter,that if I refuse he will make my life so miserable,so I told my fiance father that I love his daughter and I truly want to marry her, we were still talking when the little boy came out calling my fiancee father daddy and my fiance father carried him, I felt bad seeing my son calling another man father and bearing another man surname, it was not easy getting married to my fiance who is now my wife,, my wife has given birth to four girls no boy yet and lady gold and I were able to hide the secret from everybody for long now, the son which I and lady gold had together is now 25 years of age in in university he sees me as his uncle a man married to his eider sister and sees my children as his sister children, lady gold is now 68years,and I’m 49years,the last daughter my wife gave birth to almost took my wife life, and this made my wife not wanting to get pregnant again, I have three daughters already but no son from my wife yet, the only thing my mind is telling me is to claim back my son from lady gold, who is now my mother inlaw, but I don’t know how to go about it, I love my wife so much and I don’t want to lose her, I don’t know how to tell my wife that her younger brother is my son, what should I do , please advise me, I know I have truly made a mistake, and that my son does even come close to me that much so we can spend times together, he doesn’t even call me on phone expect I call him, the strong relationship he has with my fiance father makes me feel so jealous, I know my father in-law is the man knows as his father, but is really a heart breaking , my own blood treating me like a stranger, please I’m so confused, what should I do

This my story, I have be married for 11 years, with five kids, 2 boys and 3 girls, I got married to my husband because I got pregnant for in my 20years of age,so he was asks to marry me, and he agreed, since then we have be living together, sometimes we fights and still live together, until last year december 2021, I mistaking insult him and he slap me, out of anger I packet some of my clothes and left him and my kids, since I left, my husband has being calling to come, but I told him to come to my parents house and take me back home or i won’t come back but my husband refuse, it was just two months I left my house, now people are calling me and telling me that my husband has brought in another woman who is now taking care of him and my children, I thought my husband loved me so much that no matter what we do he will never go for another woman, I have really made a very big mistake, I’m a fool by believing in that word he once told me the night we both had a good time together as husband and wife, he said no matter what I do to him he will never stop loving me and will never marry another woman, he will be patient for me to change one day,but he has not actually paid the lady’s Bride price yet, but he is planning of doing it so soon and this lady is now living in my house taking care of my children and sleeping in the same room with my house, I’m sure they are having sex already, I don’t really know what to do, I’m still in my parents house, should I go back now since he has refused to come to my parents house to take me back home, I know my husband wasn’t the one that sent me away I left on my home, please advise me , because I don’t want my husband to marry another woman

I abandon my husband and my kids after my husband slap me

This is my story, my name is moon, I’m from underworld, a world of inhumane, I can change to anything or anybody I want, I feed on human blood and human new born babies to survive, in the underworld I came from I’m the daughter of the king, we are not born like humans, but our mothers lay eggs and after six months the eggs breaks we are born , but we have looks like humans, we have hands, legs, eyes, ear, everything human has, but only different is our blood color, we have black blood and we don’t eat anyother food apart from human blood and meat of human new born babies, ever since I was young, I have always wish to go the earth and live among humans, because I have been hearing lot of stories of how lot of my kind has gone to human world and live among them and getting married to humans, one thing I was told about us, is that the men of my kind can never get human women pregnant and the human men can never get the women of my kind pregnant,our years and age are not count by years but by months,I have powers to do what I want, so when i became of age , I followed some of mine kind who went to humans world to kidnap babies for the meat we eat and human adults for the bloods we drinks, but getting to Earth for the first time, I saw lot of things I have never seen before, the way they speak, the food they eat, the cloth they wear, and the different hairstyles the female wears or makes I so much love it all, all this I saw made me not to desire to go back to the underworld, I was able to convince some of the ladies of my kind who came out with me to humans world,to stay back with me on earth,we have no were to stay in earth but to live in the bushes and study human behavior and learn on how to fit in with them, so in the midnight when every human has gone to rest for the day, we went in to a cloth shop and took lot of the kinds of clothes we saw the human female wears,so after we have learnt lot of human behavior and life style we started coming out mixing with them, eating human foods, drinking water, we still drink human blood that is the only way we can be healthy with beautiful looks,but we have stop eating human new baby’s meat, since we started eating cooked meat with humans, women and men of our kinds are so beautiful and no one can ever resist our beauty, each time we dresses and comes out in the night men always stops us, takes out,but each time we spend night with them we always end up killing them to drink their blood and vanish,sometimes we have sex with the human men, do to the sweetness of the sex and on how they do it with us ,we end up cutting out there penis and eating it, because the men of my kind don’t sex us like that, human ways of sexing is sweet,so with time we start learning to enjoy sex with the human men with out cutting their penis,but the sperm they release inside makes us more healthy and we stop having taste for their bloods, but any Human man that sleep with us damages his ability of getting a woman pregnant and also suffer from one infection to anyother, because their immune system has be destroyed by our blood that drops during the sex, most of this men don’t live longer, mostly suffer from stroke before meeting their death,and we don’t have pity for human because we see human as animal of their own kind, we start living in a house when we learnt that human don’t live in the bushes,but every three days we make sure we sleep with lot of men so to be able to get more of there sperm’s to survive on, one day I and my sisters, Mimi, Dove and banshee were in a night party drinking like humans, this human guy looking handsome, tall and fair in complexion walk up to us and said hi to me and my sisters and sat with us,we inhumans can read minds of humans and their thoughts, so he told me his name, but at first what I was only interested was to sleep with him and get his sperms in to my body that’s all , he paid for our drinks, chat with us and just went away with out even asking me to spend the night with him, I and my sisters were so surprise because he is the only human that has ever come to me and left without asking for a night together, after one week of that day I met him again in a restaurant, I went to that restaurant alone eating without my sister because they all went out with men, to satisfy them self with their sperms, so he saw me sitting and walk up to me and sat with me and order for food for himself,he start chatting with me, we talked, I start feeling a way I have never felt before with any Human man, he really made me laugh with his jokes, so we exchange phone number and he paid for my food, I’m very rich even lot of human seek wealth from my kingdom and powers,but this guy is not rich and his not that poor,he has a small shop in the market were he sells clothes,as we finish eating I ask him to enter in to my car so I can drop him off, he agreed and I drop him off in front of his shop, as I get to his shop ,I notice that something are not right in his shop, a charm was buried in front of his shop ,it will make he not to be getting enough costumers, so I step on the place the charm was buried and it uprooted out and and vanish and he didn’t know of it, this guy shop were empty, so as I went back home from his shop, after some minutes he called me to know if I have gotten home we chatted and laughing that day, I start feeling so attached to him, I feels like wanting to see him every day, I started falling deeper and deeper for him, my sisters wasn’t really happy the way I’m close to him, because they don’t like humans, we see them as animals in there own kind,one thing I don’t want to do is to sleep with him, I don’t want to destroy his body system, even something he feels like doing it with me, I gave him a very big amount of money to add to his business, I made he so rich,it was in him I know what love really means,I never let him see my blood because I have a black blood, even when menstruating, one of my sister Mimi follow a guy who took him to his family house, the guy also fell in love with Mimi and decided to introduce Mimi to his family, so in the night the guy and his family were having night devotional praying, Mimi was also ask to join them,at the point of praying, Mimi started shouting and the mother of the guy took a powerful anointed water and poured on Mimi, Mimi fell and dead and turn in to ashe’s immediately, this made dove and banshee became so afraid when they heard of it, and decided to go back to underworld, but I refuse to go back because I don’t want to leave the man i love, I move in with him in to the big house he bought, I can kiss him but I can’t sex him,I made him and other of his siblings so rich, I destroy who ever stands on their way to hurt them, every thing was moving so fine between us, I love him so much and he has introduce me to his family and they all loves me, but they don’t know I’m not human,what will I do now, he is insisting of knowing and meeting my own family to state his interest towards to them, I don’t want to tell him am not human because he will be scared of me, and I don’t want to lose him, should I take him along with me to my kingdom and so that he will live with me there, but he might die there or my kind will kill him and drink his blood, I want to be a human for is sake, I love him, I want him, I either die with him then to see another woman take him away from me , what should I, I want to be a human, I want be his wife, even the fate that know I can never allow him to sleep with me, because I have have lot body bad antidote that will destroy his body system in me, I love him, inhumane of my kind advise me on what to do, human of my man kind please I need your advises too,

This is my story,I have made an everlasting mistakes that I regret so much that I can never run away from, it all started on my secondary school day’s, I was 15years in junior class, I’m the first child in my family of four ,3 girls and a boy, both my parents are still alive but I chose to live a street life that really destroyed me and took away my happiness,l left school because I felt that there is no need for me to continue going to school, because of the money I and my class friends correct from men has made me a big girl,my father was so much against me .stopping school in age of 15year in junior class 3 in secondary school, my mom tried everything talking to me, but I didn’t give a listen hear to her because my friends Linda, maryam and evelyn has taken me so far in to the kind life they lives,in 15years I have start smoking, taking alcoholic, sleeping with young and married men for money, one day morning my mother chased I out of the house with a stick to go to school that she will never allow me to stop school in secondary school that I’m 15years,so I left that morning to go one of my boyfriend house to stay because Linda, maryam and evelyn are in school , I’m just the only who don’t want to go to school again, so as I was in my boyfriend house when one of my mother brother who is a friend to him came to his house and saw me naked having sex with his friend, the moment he noticed it was me he jumped on me and start beating me merciless not even minding the fact I was naked, my boyfriend his friend tried to stop him , I manage to get my school uniform pant, school bag and sandals and run in to my boyfriend bathroom, my boyfriend stays in one room apartment with a bathroom and toilet inside, it was in there I get dressed, I stayed until my boyfriend was able to send my mother brother away, so when got home my mother saw all the beating mark on my face and asked me what happened but I told her I had a fight with one of my classmates who always look for my trouble, she didn’t say much all she told me was I should stop fighting that I’m a girl, but truly I wasn’t at peace with myself, because I was scared of my mother brother coming to report me to my mother,I prayed for him not to tell them, but he later came after two days to my house when my father is at home, and told them everything, my father nearly liked me, my younger siblings were all crying on my behalf but my mother also want to put pepper on my eyes and on my private part, so as soon as I was able to remove my father hand on my clothe I run out of the house that night, off to the gate and left the yard, I wasn’t wearing anything on my foots, so I went to another boyfriend of mine who lived around my street, as I got to his house I knocked and he opened his door for me and saw tears and marks of the beatings my father gave to me, with a surprise look on his face he ask me what happened to me, I told him that I lost the money my father gave me to use and pay my school fees, that my father beat me and send me out of the house to go and look for the money and never returned without it,that if I do he will kill me, so that my boyfriend said he don’t have up to the amount of money I told he I lost, so I pleaded him to allow me stay in his house and go back very early in the next morning, so he agreed, I know I lied to him, but that night I slept in his house we had sex as usual, so the next morning he ask me to stay and wait for him to come back that he hasn’t had enough of me, that he really enjoyed me last night, but I should not come out so that people in his yard won’t see me or know I’m in his house, he bought food for me before leaving to market, I stayed inside in his flat, and waited for him, when he came back in the evening he bought food for me and some clothes and pants for me,so he ask me if I will like to spend some months with him in his house, but I most not come out because people that know me might see me and report me to my parents that he won’t want me to put him in trouble, so I agreed and I never come outside,I spent 3 months in his house,he has sex with me every night and morning with condoms, this guy is 30years and while I’m 15years,so one day he came home from market and ask me to go back home to my parents, that him keeping me in his house is a very risking thing that will get him in to trouble if my parents find out, I pleading him to let me stay that I don’t want to go back home, but he refused and gave me the amount of money which I lied to him I lost,he even push me out and said I’m too small to be living this kind of life I’m living now, but I still can not go home to my parents, I was really scared of what my father might do to me, I felt like regretting my life that moment, my class friends Linda, maryam and evelyn whom made me become this girl I’m today, are still in school they never drop out of secondary school, I was the only one who drops out and refuse to go to school, now I have run away from home and spend three months in a man house,now this guy has chase me out of his house,I can’t go back home to my parents,so I decided to use the money and go far away to another city,so when I get to that city I don’t even know anybody,and the money I have spent it all on the transport,I only stop at the last bus stop because that was were the motor I enter stoped, I was just walking on the road thinking of what to do next, because I don’t have any money with me apart from the the little clothes the guy that chase me out brought for me, it really getting dark that day, I just stood on the road weeping because I don’t know what to do, I later walk up to the point I saw some lady dress like a prostitute, then I realized they were prostitute who sleeps with men for money like me and my class friends, so I just walk to one of them and told the youngest girl among them who I believe that she might be 18years,pleaded her for help and I told her what real happened that made me run away, she also said that she herself run away from her parents house,but she agreed to take me to the lady she stays with, so I follow her to the place, so I told the lady everything, so the lady ask me to stay with them, as long as I will be working for her as street prostitute, this lady is miss roslyn she is 50 years but still single, she is a prostitute but now she no longer do prostitution, all she does is to get Young girls put them in her house and tell them to go to the street,get men sleep with them and come back with money and gives it to her,this lady roslyn made every girl living with her to take a oath, which I myself did, I sleep around with men, rich, old, young, as long as you want sex and you will pay, from that my 15year to my 18years I have slept with so many men, one day I went out to work on the street as usual I got a call from one of the girls living with me in lady roslyn house, she said that I should not come back to the house that I should find a place to hide my self, so when I ask her why, she said that one of the girl working with Us as a prostitute, parents came with police to arrest lady roslyn for turning their 17years old daughter in to a prostitute, seriously I don’t really know what to do that night,so since then all I do is sleep with one Man to another in one hotel to another until I was able to get my own one room apartment,I have done lot of abortions, even the family planning things falls me,I made lot of money living fine,so on my 28years I decided to go home to see my parents I left in age of 15years, so when I get home that day my parents were all surprise to see me,i pleaded forgiveness, my father didn’t say much all he said was you have chosen your owen part, the kind of life you want,I should go ahead and keep living it, but a time will come ,I will cry for help but no one will be there to help me, early I stop better for me, what really shock was when I was told that my two sisters are married,mine 22 and 25 years old younger sisters, I felt bad, so i decided to stay back in my parents house, I start to learn handwork, decorations, so after a year and six months,I opened my own decorations shop ,so one day I was coming out from the church a Young followed me,he stop me we talk,from there we became friends, next marriage followed,he loves me,we lived peaceful,my younger siblings has all had children’s ,but in my 5years of marriage I didn’t even get pregnant,my husband was really worried because of the way his family keep reminding him, he is the only son,he should get me pregnant,the thought of going to check up didn’t come to my mind, because I thought I was not the cause of it, because I use to get pregnant and aborting it when I was doing my prostitution job, it was one of a lady I made my friend in that yard I lives ask me to go to hospital, so I did, it was there I was told I have a damage womb that i can never get pregnant and I didn’t really believe until I went to three different hospital, I was told the same thing, I love my husband, I don’t want lose him, what should I do, I’m no more comfortable, I regret my whole life now, my mistakes has lead me in to everlasting sorrows, regret and pains, what should I do how long will I hid this from him, my husband doesn’t even know anything about my past life, what have I done to my self, how can I tell my husband that I have had 10 abortion, he sees me as decent girl and obedient wife, tears are on my eyes, what should I do, this is my really life story, should I keep keeping him in the dark, should I tell him the truth, what should I do

This is my story,I have made an everlasting mistakes that I regret so much that I can never run away from, it all started on my secondary school day’s, I was 15years in junior class, I’m the first child in my family of four ,3 girls and a boy, both my parents are still alive but I chose to live a street life that really destroyed me and took away my happiness,l left school because I felt that there is no need for me to continue going to school, because of the money I and my class friends correct from men has made me a big girl,my father was so much against me .stopping school in age of 15year in junior class 3 in secondary school, my mom tried everything talking to me, but I didn’t give a listen hear to her because my friends Linda, maryam and evelyn has taken me so far in to the kind life they lives,in 15years I have start smoking, taking alcoholic, sleeping with young and married men for money, one day morning my mother chased I out of the house with a stick to go to school that she will never allow me to stop school in secondary school that I’m 15years,so I left that morning to go one of my boyfriend house to stay because Linda, maryam and evelyn are in school , I’m just the only who don’t want to go to school again, so as I was in my boyfriend house when one of my mother brother who is a friend to him came to his house and saw me naked having sex with his friend, the moment he noticed it was me he jumped on me and start beating me merciless not even minding the fact I was naked, my boyfriend his friend tried to stop him , I manage to get my school uniform pant, school bag and sandals and run in to my boyfriend bathroom, my boyfriend stays in one room apartment with a bathroom and toilet inside, it was in there I get dressed, I stayed until my boyfriend was able to send my mother brother away, so when got home my mother saw all the beating mark on my face and asked me what happened but I told her I had a fight with one of my classmates who always look for my trouble, she didn’t say much all she told me was I should stop fighting that I’m a girl, but truly I wasn’t at peace with myself, because I was scared of my mother brother coming to report me to my mother,I prayed for him not to tell them, but he later came after two days to my house when my father is at home, and told them everything, my father nearly liked me, my younger siblings were all crying on my behalf but my mother also want to put pepper on my eyes and on my private part, so as soon as I was able to remove my father hand on my clothe I run out of the house that night, off to the gate and left the yard, I wasn’t wearing anything on my foots, so I went to another boyfriend of mine who lived around my street, as I got to his house I knocked and he opened his door for me and saw tears and marks of the beatings my father gave to me, with a surprise look on his face he ask me what happened to me, I told him that I lost the money my father gave me to use and pay my school fees, that my father beat me and send me out of the house to go and look for the money and never returned without it,that if I do he will kill me, so that my boyfriend said he don’t have up to the amount of money I told he I lost, so I pleaded him to allow me stay in his house and go back very early in the next morning, so he agreed, I know I lied to him, but that night I slept in his house we had sex as usual, so the next morning he ask me to stay and wait for him to come back that he hasn’t had enough of me, that he really enjoyed me last night, but I should not come out so that people in his yard won’t see me or know I’m in his house, he bought food for me before leaving to market, I stayed inside in his flat, and waited for him, when he came back in the evening he bought food for me and some clothes and pants for me,so he ask me if I will like to spend some months with him in his house, but I most not come out because people that know me might see me and report me to my parents that he won’t want me to put him in trouble, so I agreed and I never come outside,I spent 3 months in his house,he has sex with me every night and morning with condoms, this guy is 30years and while I’m 15years,so one day he came home from market and ask me to go back home to my parents, that him keeping me in his house is a very risking thing that will get him in to trouble if my parents find out, I pleading him to let me stay that I don’t want to go back home, but he refused and gave me the amount of money which I lied to him I lost,he even push me out and said I’m too small to be living this kind of life I’m living now, but I still can not go home to my parents, I was really scared of what my father might do to me, I felt like regretting my life that moment, my class friends Linda, maryam and evelyn whom made me become this girl I’m today, are still in school they never drop out of secondary school, I was the only one who drops out and refuse to go to school, now I have run away from home and spend three months in a man house,now this guy has chase me out of his house,I can’t go back home to my parents,so I decided to use the money and go far away to another city,so when I get to that city I don’t even know anybody,and the money I have spent it all on the transport,I only stop at the last bus stop because that was were the motor I enter stoped, I was just walking on the road thinking of what to do next, because I don’t have any money with me apart from the the little clothes the guy that chase me out brought for me, it really getting dark that day, I just stood on the road weeping because I don’t know what to do, I later walk up to the point I saw some lady dress like a prostitute, then I realized they were prostitute who sleeps with men for money like me and my class friends, so I just walk to one of them and told the youngest girl among them who I believe that she might be 18years,pleaded her for help and I told her what real happened that made me run away, she also said that she herself run away from her parents house,but she agreed to take me to the lady she stays with, so I follow her to the place, so I told the lady everything, so the lady ask me to stay with them, as long as I will be working for her as street prostitute, this lady is miss roslyn she is 50 years but still single, she is a prostitute but now she no longer do prostitution, all she does is to get Young girls put them in her house and tell them to go to the street,get men sleep with them and come back with money and gives it to her,this lady roslyn made every girl living with her to take a oath, which I myself did, I sleep around with men, rich, old, young, as long as you want sex and you will pay, from that my 15year to my 18years I have slept with so many men, one day I went out to work on the street as usual I got a call from one of the girls living with me in lady roslyn house, she said that I should not come back to the house that I should find a place to hide my self, so when I ask her why, she said that one of the girl working with Us as a prostitute, parents came with police to arrest lady roslyn for turning their 17years old daughter in to a prostitute, seriously I don’t really know what to do that night,so since then all I do is sleep with one Man to another in one hotel to another until I was able to get my own one room apartment,I have done lot of abortions, even the family planning things falls me,I made lot of money living fine,so on my 28years I decided to go home to see my parents I left in age of 15years, so when I get home that day my parents were all surprise to see me,i pleaded forgiveness, my father didn’t say much all he said was you have chosen your owen part, the kind of life you want,I should go ahead and keep living it, but a time will come ,I will cry for help but no one will be there to help me, early I stop better for me, what really shock was when I was told that my two sisters are married,mine 22 and 25 years old younger sisters, I felt bad, so i decided to stay back in my parents house, I start to learn handwork, decorations, so after a year and six months,I opened my own decorations shop ,so one day I was coming out from the church a Young followed me,he stop me we talk,from there we became friends, next marriage followed,he loves me,we lived peaceful,my younger siblings has all had children’s ,but in my 5years of marriage I didn’t even get pregnant,my husband was really worried because of the way his family keep reminding him, he is the only son,he should get me pregnant,the thought of going to check up didn’t come to my mind, because I thought I was not the cause of it, because I use to get pregnant and aborting it when I was doing my prostitution job, it was one of a lady I made my friend in that yard I lives ask me to go to hospital, so I did, it was there I was told I have a damage womb that i can never get pregnant and I didn’t really believe until I went to three different hospital, I was told the same thing, I love my husband, I don’t want lose him, what should I do, I’m no more comfortable, I regret my whole life now, my mistakes has lead me in to everlasting sorrows, regret and pains, what should I do how long will I hid this from him, my husband doesn’t even know anything about my past life, what have I done to my self, how can I tell my husband that I have had 10 abortion, he sees me as decent girl and obedient wife, tears are on my eyes, what should I do, this is my really life story, should I keep keeping him in the dark, should I tell him the truth, what should I do