This is my story,I have made an everlasting mistakes that I regret so much that I can never run away from, it all started on my secondary school day’s, I was 15years in junior class, I’m the first child in my family of four ,3 girls and a boy, both my parents are still alive but I chose to live a street life that really destroyed me and took away my happiness,l left school because I felt that there is no need for me to continue going to school, because of the money I and my class friends correct from men has made me a big girl,my father was so much against me .stopping school in age of 15year in junior class 3 in secondary school, my mom tried everything talking to me, but I didn’t give a listen hear to her because my friends Linda, maryam and evelyn has taken me so far in to the kind life they lives,in 15years I have start smoking, taking alcoholic, sleeping with young and married men for money, one day morning my mother chased I out of the house with a stick to go to school that she will never allow me to stop school in secondary school that I’m 15years,so I left that morning to go one of my boyfriend house to stay because Linda, maryam and evelyn are in school , I’m just the only who don’t want to go to school again, so as I was in my boyfriend house when one of my mother brother who is a friend to him came to his house and saw me naked having sex with his friend, the moment he noticed it was me he jumped on me and start beating me merciless not even minding the fact I was naked, my boyfriend his friend tried to stop him , I manage to get my school uniform pant, school bag and sandals and run in to my boyfriend bathroom, my boyfriend stays in one room apartment with a bathroom and toilet inside, it was in there I get dressed, I stayed until my boyfriend was able to send my mother brother away, so when got home my mother saw all the beating mark on my face and asked me what happened but I told her I had a fight with one of my classmates who always look for my trouble, she didn’t say much all she told me was I should stop fighting that I’m a girl, but truly I wasn’t at peace with myself, because I was scared of my mother brother coming to report me to my mother,I prayed for him not to tell them, but he later came after two days to my house when my father is at home, and told them everything, my father nearly liked me, my younger siblings were all crying on my behalf but my mother also want to put pepper on my eyes and on my private part, so as soon as I was able to remove my father hand on my clothe I run out of the house that night, off to the gate and left the yard, I wasn’t wearing anything on my foots, so I went to another boyfriend of mine who lived around my street, as I got to his house I knocked and he opened his door for me and saw tears and marks of the beatings my father gave to me, with a surprise look on his face he ask me what happened to me, I told him that I lost the money my father gave me to use and pay my school fees, that my father beat me and send me out of the house to go and look for the money and never returned without it,that if I do he will kill me, so that my boyfriend said he don’t have up to the amount of money I told he I lost, so I pleaded him to allow me stay in his house and go back very early in the next morning, so he agreed, I know I lied to him, but that night I slept in his house we had sex as usual, so the next morning he ask me to stay and wait for him to come back that he hasn’t had enough of me, that he really enjoyed me last night, but I should not come out so that people in his yard won’t see me or know I’m in his house, he bought food for me before leaving to market, I stayed inside in his flat, and waited for him, when he came back in the evening he bought food for me and some clothes and pants for me,so he ask me if I will like to spend some months with him in his house, but I most not come out because people that know me might see me and report me to my parents that he won’t want me to put him in trouble, so I agreed and I never come outside,I spent 3 months in his house,he has sex with me every night and morning with condoms, this guy is 30years and while I’m 15years,so one day he came home from market and ask me to go back home to my parents, that him keeping me in his house is a very risking thing that will get him in to trouble if my parents find out, I pleading him to let me stay that I don’t want to go back home, but he refused and gave me the amount of money which I lied to him I lost,he even push me out and said I’m too small to be living this kind of life I’m living now, but I still can not go home to my parents, I was really scared of what my father might do to me, I felt like regretting my life that moment, my class friends Linda, maryam and evelyn whom made me become this girl I’m today, are still in school they never drop out of secondary school, I was the only one who drops out and refuse to go to school, now I have run away from home and spend three months in a man house,now this guy has chase me out of his house,I can’t go back home to my parents,so I decided to use the money and go far away to another city,so when I get to that city I don’t even know anybody,and the money I have spent it all on the transport,I only stop at the last bus stop because that was were the motor I enter stoped, I was just walking on the road thinking of what to do next, because I don’t have any money with me apart from the the little clothes the guy that chase me out brought for me, it really getting dark that day, I just stood on the road weeping because I don’t know what to do, I later walk up to the point I saw some lady dress like a prostitute, then I realized they were prostitute who sleeps with men for money like me and my class friends, so I just walk to one of them and told the youngest girl among them who I believe that she might be 18years,pleaded her for help and I told her what real happened that made me run away, she also said that she herself run away from her parents house,but she agreed to take me to the lady she stays with, so I follow her to the place, so I told the lady everything, so the lady ask me to stay with them, as long as I will be working for her as street prostitute, this lady is miss roslyn she is 50 years but still single, she is a prostitute but now she no longer do prostitution, all she does is to get Young girls put them in her house and tell them to go to the street,get men sleep with them and come back with money and gives it to her,this lady roslyn made every girl living with her to take a oath, which I myself did, I sleep around with men, rich, old, young, as long as you want sex and you will pay, from that my 15year to my 18years I have slept with so many men, one day I went out to work on the street as usual I got a call from one of the girls living with me in lady roslyn house, she said that I should not come back to the house that I should find a place to hide my self, so when I ask her why, she said that one of the girl working with Us as a prostitute, parents came with police to arrest lady roslyn for turning their 17years old daughter in to a prostitute, seriously I don’t really know what to do that night,so since then all I do is sleep with one Man to another in one hotel to another until I was able to get my own one room apartment,I have done lot of abortions, even the family planning things falls me,I made lot of money living fine,so on my 28years I decided to go home to see my parents I left in age of 15years, so when I get home that day my parents were all surprise to see me,i pleaded forgiveness, my father didn’t say much all he said was you have chosen your owen part, the kind of life you want,I should go ahead and keep living it, but a time will come ,I will cry for help but no one will be there to help me, early I stop better for me, what really shock was when I was told that my two sisters are married,mine 22 and 25 years old younger sisters, I felt bad, so i decided to stay back in my parents house, I start to learn handwork, decorations, so after a year and six months,I opened my own decorations shop ,so one day I was coming out from the church a Young followed me,he stop me we talk,from there we became friends, next marriage followed,he loves me,we lived peaceful,my younger siblings has all had children’s ,but in my 5years of marriage I didn’t even get pregnant,my husband was really worried because of the way his family keep reminding him, he is the only son,he should get me pregnant,the thought of going to check up didn’t come to my mind, because I thought I was not the cause of it, because I use to get pregnant and aborting it when I was doing my prostitution job, it was one of a lady I made my friend in that yard I lives ask me to go to hospital, so I did, it was there I was told I have a damage womb that i can never get pregnant and I didn’t really believe until I went to three different hospital, I was told the same thing, I love my husband, I don’t want lose him, what should I do, I’m no more comfortable, I regret my whole life now, my mistakes has lead me in to everlasting sorrows, regret and pains, what should I do how long will I hid this from him, my husband doesn’t even know anything about my past life, what have I done to my self, how can I tell my husband that I have had 10 abortion, he sees me as decent girl and obedient wife, tears are on my eyes, what should I do, this is my really life story, should I keep keeping him in the dark, should I tell him the truth, what should I do
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